JULY LOG

10/7/2025 19:09 PM

PEAK ANIME has arrived!!!

Alright everyone settle down. We have the Greatest of all time ANIME LIVE right now. How I have been waiting and this anime will go on until September, my birthday month YAYYYY... Name: The Fragrant Flower Blooms with Dignity

Can I just fangirl a little 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼 I think I am going to be making a shrine for this Anime and record my over-enthusiastic self fangirl over this High-school romance. I am so hyped... (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)
I am turning 30 soon, this September. If I go to college I probably will not be able to celebrate it with my fam. Which is Okay, we can have a late party when we meet again. Woah, so many thoughts and doubts and feelings but whatever. I will also be 31 when I graduate in 27 June-ish..
Well I am going to turn 32 anyhow, might as well turn 32 with another degree.

I want to create another site recording my progress and upskill journey, so I might make another neocities account. July lock-in is on hold, I have another exam the day after tomorrow. Huh... Gotta update my anime reviews page now, see you bye.

6/7/2025 10:39 AM

HAPPY NEW HALF YEAR!!!

Hello, welcome July! We are in the first week of this wonderful month and I feel like its been a whole month since my last update.
So here's the update- I am getting an MBA hopefully and the process of applying just started in my state. Here we go. I had a minor freak attck and I just felt this rush of emotions and man I cried a lot. Imagine just crying on your bed at night thinking how it's all going to change. Which is part-good part-bad..
I will miss my room, home and food and family and I just felt so overwhelmed that I cried myself to massive anxiety , panic etc.

Now I AM OKAY. I quietly and gently overcame that. Gave myself a nice pep-talk and spoke to others which greatly helped my head and heart. I recommend you find someone to unload as well.
Another update is that I've sorta thought about locking in July soo let's see how I do that. It is an experiment as well as an exploration of my own habits, thoughts, and my drive behind these.

So thats all for now. Good day!